friends

Good Morning :)
HAPPY TUESDAY!
first thing, before i get to the happy. I had a very rough day yesterday. My teacher embaressed me in the middle of class, and then i got an upsetting email. It was just not my best day. I was so upset I had a binge. It wasnt very good. Im trying very hard not to get upset with myself. It will get better. Today will be good!!!

Anyway, lets talk about friends. Lately in college i have had alot of difficulty finding real friends at school. I have an absolutely amazing boyfriend, really hes amazing. We have been dating for almost a year (yikes!) Last semester alot of my friends got somewhat jealous, and began to leave me out. The beginning of this semster got so much worse. they were rude and just not good people, I don't wanna go into details but it was bad. I decided these people didn't make me happy, they were not meant to be in my life and I realized I was better without them. I have a small group of close friends here at school and they are wonderful but nothing compares to my friends from home. Honestly, last night I called them in the middle of the night because I was so upset about what happened,they picked up on the second ring. It truly reminded me that at the end of the day, it doesn't matter the amount of friends you have, it's the quality of friends that matter. I am extremely lucky to have friends who love me as much as my friends from home do. They are my inspiration for today. They are why I am not binging right now when i want to more than anything in the world. I want the feeling of not being good enough to be numbed and i feel like that is the only way to. Im thinking of my friends from home and thinking how important it is for me to be happy and healthy next time i see them, so I WILL NOT BINGE. I will be healthy for them and I will have a better day today.

Has anyone else ever experienced this type of friendship?